It sucks that I have spent so long feeling bottled up. I've ignored the fact that shes gone for so long that it all comes rushing in these needles of waves hitting my heart.
I am so sorry I didn't say anything.
I need to open up.
Talking about my feelings is the hardest thing to accomplish. I don't think it's because I'm closed off, I feel like I'm a very open person but something about telling people I'm not the person they think I am is so hard.
I'm not that person you want me to be and it's so hard pretending that I am.
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